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COWS GO MOO !
7:43 PM
Signs of fimilarity
When I finally convinced myself that I've moved on, everything starts raining down on me again. We both know how fake we've been and how much pretending we've been up to. I'm so tired of everything that I just numb my senses and convince myself that nothing's lacking in my life. Well I must say We're both not too bad at it. But today, I think my mind got too overimaginative and reading all that letters You wrote me in the past, it's feels like i've been thrown back into the water. The emotions I've had in the past few months are so extreme, lust to detest, but now, despite all this shit We've been putting each other through, and how much we've managed to move on or if things took a turn for the worst, it doesn't matter, because You were my idol, and You still are. But it's time to close the chapter, regardless.
I hate You,
But I Love You,
I cant stop thinking about You.
Oh screw this shit .